pity party of one

I feel like bert!
Its sunday, I'm home in bed sick. *siggghhh*
I think im feeling worse than before. my head is pounding, my eyes and ears are sore, Im coughing up stuff non-stop and my throat is definitely more sore than before. Last night I was convinced my head was going to exp load and my short 1/2 -2 hour periods of sleep between running to the bathroom to hack up more phlem or pee consisted of a on-going nightmare about dying abroad and how my belongings spread out between seoul, vegas toronto and my parents house would be handled. Maybe I should write a will. Maybe I'm being a tad over dramatic.

Tomorrow Yonie is going to take me to another doctor, possibly a throat specialist? I think i more than just tonislitis because of all the mucous.

SOB. I feel like crap, I feel alone, and sad. Trapped in bed while everyone else is out having fun in this exciting country. Forced to turn down invites to dinner, and movies and drawing get-to-gethers. Guess I'll just watch another episode of 30 rock on my computer, dream about Popsicles and honey lemon tea and quietly, horsely, tearfully sing "all by myself" to myself .

ps. if you have any movie or tv show recommendations for me to check out list em here.